Love That Mama Drama

Love That Mama Drama

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Pit stop

I woke up this morning with this weird pit in my stomach.  It took me a moment to realize why it was there but then it came to me.  This month has flown by.  In a week, we will be in August.  The summer is going so quickly and I feel like I haven't even begun to do the things with the kids that I wanted.  I sat up in bed and thought about how wonderful it would be to have the summers off.  What I wouldn't do to have a lazy day with them or to get up super early and head to the beach or to a museum or even to the library and just spend time!  It's so hard to work and fit all these things in as well.  They are growing up right before my eyes and I feel like I just want to stop and do nothing but enjoy them.  Soon enough Hannah will be entering the 3rd grade in a new school.  I'm beginning to get a little nervous.  How will she do?  Will she be ok?  Will she be nervous?  Will she have a hard time?  Will I have a hard time?  We were so use to our routine at McGuire and our little group.  We all looked out for each other and each other's kids.  I feel like I have to make new friends all over again as well. Deep breath, in and out and think again.   Hannah is outgoing and has a great personality.  She seems to have made friends well at camp so it's probably not going to be a problem for her.  I'm 37, I can do this too, AND we are BOTH looking forward to a new start at a new school.  One that I think is going to suit us real well.  My old alma mata.  We'll do just fine.  Yes we will.  I know we will.

We began out weekend at Joey & Jaina's wedding.  What a beautiful ceremony and a fun reception.  So cute watching them so happy together.  I can't believe baby Joey is married!  LOL.  She was stunning in her beautiful gown and Joey has never looked so happy.  Many years of happiness to them.  I had a moment that took me by surprise at the wedding however.  Apparently it was one that had been bottled up for several years.  The night had just begin when "Through the Years" came on by Kenny Rogers.  Several minutes later, Dad pulled Mom on the dance floor and began to dance with her.  I got up to snap pictures and then it started, without warning I may add.  The tears starting streaming down my face and I had no control.  I tried to get a grip several times, but to no avail.  I think what got me most was that Mom looked so happy and I couldn't stop thinking about what was in Dad's head.  I ran to the bathroom where I met Auntie Lynne.  God Bless her she tried to help.  The more she tried, the more I cried.  I was so pissed at myself that I couldn't stop.  I had no idea where it came from and I had no idea how to stop it.  I went outside for a breath of fresh air and finally got it together.  Thank you Jesus.  I managed to get a grip and get my head back into the celebration.  We all had a fabulous time dancing the night away.

I got to visit with Andrea on Saturday when she came over for some girl time.  I hadn't seen her in 7 months.  How did that happen?  I treasure her friendship and I love when we can have out chats.  I think we make each other feel more normal.  Sunday evening was filled with Hannah and her girlfriends for yet another sleepover.  The night was filled with walks, outside playing, bathing suits in the jacuzzi, nail painting and movies and popcorn.  Needless to say I think it may take me a month to catch up on sleep!  They were cute though and Hannah enjoyed her time.  We are now heading into baby Bailey's Baptism.  As the proud God mother I cant wait!  I ordered her cake yesterday and I am hoping it comes out as beautiful as Leanne and I envision it.

I am hoping after this weekend that I can take a breath and find some down time with the kids.  That's always my plan however I am not very good at achieving it! LOL  Guessing I just need to take a second here and there and breath them in when I can!

Have a wonderful day!

This picture is from my photo shoot Thursday night.  These little girls are so very cute!


Joey & Jaina got their picture psted on the Patriot's website


Mom & Dad


Ang and the kids


Han and her crew


Wednesday, July 11, 2012

The summer wind, came blowing in...

Well hello summer!  I blinked and here we are!  So far we have been managing the summer well.  That's not to say that the germs haven't followed us.  Cam ended up with croup last Friday.  Then Layla got it, then Mommy and Daddy ended up with nasty sinus infections.  Layla's asthma flared up and yaddah yaddah, the same old germy rigamaroo!  The worst part was that it all happened on our vacation week when we were suppose to be doing an array of fun things.  MURPHY'S LAW and yes, I did marry a MURPHY! LOL  Yet, here we are, all on the mend and plugging on through. 

The girls are enjoying camp at Layla's Preschool.  They love going and I LOVE the program.  Hannah is having a blast and is very excited to be with KK and a new friend, Ava.  Layla's got Drew and Gracie by her side and she is thrilled.  They are also playing town tennis this summer and dear old Mr. Lawrence is teaching it.  God bless this man who looks and sounds EXACTLY like he did 25 years ago.  Hannah is still playing hockey and we are still spending time with Mom.  So it's a packed summer schedule.  Yet, we are still managing to escape down to RCB for some relaxation here and there.  The girls and I went down a few weeks ago on a Friday.  I picked them up from camp and surprised them.  It was so heavenly to plop myself in a chair and listen to them frolic on the beach and in the water.  We have also been working hard on cleaning up the yard and making it look all pretty.  So much I want to do, so little time... so little MONEY! LOL  How excited I am to be hosting Cam and Hannah's birthday party in this awesome back yard though!  I think I might be more excited than they are!  I'm pretty sure Billy wants to smack me upside the head with all the ideas and projects I have been throwing out there! LOL  I just cant help it! 

We were able to enjoy the 4th of July down the beach and the kids had a blast in the pots and pans parade as usual.  Being amidst their cousins is surely what makes it so fun.  We even got up to New Hampshire for a few days to breath in the mountain air. 

Now we are just hunkering down and getting ready for our PARTAAAY!  LOL  Which leads me to the fact that Mr. Cameron the Canneloni is TWO.  TWO?  Yes, TWO.  He is as crazy as ever and has been dubbed the Cameron Monster.  Lord help me with the TWO's!  LOL  He leaves me exasperated and exhausted most days, but at the same time, I eat him right up.  He is VERY smart.  VERY inquisitive and VERY busy.  He amazes me with the things he will do or try.  He throws caution to the wind and goes full force all day long... BUT, he is still my sleeper... YIPEEE!  So while I am usually pulling my hair out all day long with him, by night time, he's on my lap nuzzling with me and I realize how luck I truly am.  Love that little booger with all my heart.  Life would SURELY be boring without him. 

And then... there is Hannah Banana Meatball.  The meatball will turn EIGHT tomorrow.  EIGHT?  Oh dear Lord, EIGHT, tomorrow.  She is growing up right before my eyes.  I have seen so many changes in her recently.  Just her body alone.  I always loved to watch the kids sleep.  Lately, I watch Hannah and I just stand there in amazement.  She is so big.  Her limbs, her feet, her long gorgeous curly hair... she's so quickly growing right out of being a little girl that it is frightening me.  Truly scaring me.  I cant even hold her anymore!  I'm not ready for this.  AT ALL.  I just want to stop time, NOW.. before it gets too late.  Before she grows all up on me.  sigh.  Baby Hannah.  Sweet little miracle baby, who defied the odds.  Who taught me so much about this life and still continues to teach me.  I love her to pieces.  Attitude and all.  She's such a good little boog and so helpful.  A total messy pie but so helpful!  LOL  Happy 8th Birthday meatball.  I am forever indebted to you for giving me the miracle of being a mother.  To the moon and the stars and back.  I love you. 

And the ravioli is doing well too!  We've managed to stay away from the ICU the past several months (knock on wood) and keep her asthma mostly controlled.  She is growing like a weed and is this tall beanpole.  She is maturing alot but still has that same Layla, "hold you" personality.  Thank you Jesus!  She'll be my cuddle bug to the end without a doubt.  She' so laid back and so darn funny.  I wish I could remember half the stuff she says because all day long I just laugh with this child.  The way she interprets words and comes out with sayings.  It's just a trip.  She is also very helpful.  If I sit down to fold laundry, she is right by my side helping.  Always wants to be with me.  :)  And soon she'll be turning five and I'll be in the middle of another heart attack!  LOL

And that's the rundown.  I'm sure there is so much more Im forgetting but lets face it.  The mind is not what it use to be!    Enjoy the beautiful weather and remember to enjoy every second with the people you love!
xo














Thursday, May 17, 2012

Lucky Ol' Sun

I swear I feel as though it has been raining for weeks straight around here.  But today, oh today that sun is finally shining and I finally feel as though Spring might be here.  Please oh please let it stay this way for out big day on Sunday!  Thank you Jesus!

I had begun to write several posts the past few weeks, but I couldn't seem to find half a second to finish them.  I swear there are never enough hours in the day!  So I am beginning a new post.  Lets see if I can finish it!

My Mother's Day was awesome.  I was granted my one wish and that was for all five of us to attend Church together.  Cameron has been at that age where taking him out in public has become a public safety hazard, let alone take him to Church.  However, we soon will be switching back to my beloved St.  Phillips and the cry room there is much bigger than St. A's so we gave it a shot.  He was excellent...ok, well almost.  Most of the parishioners came out of it unscathed! LOL  It was just nice to have all five of us there (plus Nonnie and Papa).  It was exactly the way I had wanted to start my week.  After Church we went to our annual brunch at Julie's.  The kids played and the adults sat and talked while Billy and I took turns chasing Cameron.  Dad got his ritual hair cut by Uncle Mike on the front porch.  After spending some time with my family, we met Billy's family at La Cucina for some more yummy food.  This is where I was asked to be Miss Bailey's God Mother.  I cried.  Of course I cried.  How lucky am I?  I love that little pudding pop and having the chance to be a God Mother to both Reanna and Bailey, means the world to me.  It's an honor I dont take lightly.  Thank you Auntie Leanne and Uncle Dan, for chosing me!  The girls were on their best behavior while playing with their cousins, but Cam was toast with no nap so he and Mommy hung out in the car for a bit while he entertained the parking lot pretending to drive the car... and then he found the horn.  No explanation needed.  I think we finally arrived home around 5:00 PM and I was able to relax on the deck with a glass of wine!

This week has been NUTSO!  That is an understatement.  Miss Hannah is making her First Communion this Sunday.  St. A's is super strict and the kids all have First Communion practice every day from 3:30 - 5:00.  Needless to say it is a very long day for these 7 year olds.  School from 9-3, CCD from 3:30 - 5 and then all the other activities that they have commitments too.  For Hannah it's dance and hockey.  Poor Hannah barely made it through Monday and that was her easiest day.  By 6:00 she was melting down.  We sent her outside to play with the chickens and that seemed to help calm her down.  (Have I mentioned that we have chickens now?)  Only 7 (well almost 8) but I swear the poor kid was stressed out..and quite frankly I don't blame her!  Personally, I think it is a little excessive to have practice every day.  But we are almost at week's end and we have survived!  Did I mention she was asked to do a reading and therefore will need to be back at practice on Saturday at 11?  So much of my week has been carting kids back and forth here and there.  We are almost done!  We were able to fit in a photo shoot of Han in her dress after her interview with the Priest last Saturday.  (Yes, they had to have an interview as well... to make sure they knew their stuff.)  The dress looks adorable on her.  It is so HER!  We had fun taking pictures.  She is very easy to photograph!

Back to the chickens.  Who knew that this was one of my husband's life long dreams?  To raise chickens as pets.  I thought he had severely bumped his head when this all came out.  Actually, he kept most of it from me which in retrospect was probably a good thing.  He disassembled his grandparents old shed and reassembled it in our yard.  I sincerely thought it was for the kids yard toys.  My assumption was entirely incorrect and I began to realize this when bails of hay started making their way into the shed and then a coop was being built.  That being said, these one year old Rhode Island Reds have made their way into my heart.  All seven of them.  They really are cute and quite easy to care for.  I love watching them and they have begun to get really use to us.  They come up to us now and actually like to be pet.  Hannah is their mother.  She picks them all up and loves on them.  Feeds them and cares for them.  She is a pro with them and it is so adorable to see.  Never in a million years did I think that we would be doing something like this but I so love it.  Farmer Bill.. who would have thunk... ???  The best part is the fresh eggs! 

Aside from all the running around, I was able to take a few days off last week and chaperon Hannah and Layla's field trips.  Layla had hers at the circus.  No way in God's name was I about to send her off without me on that one.  Good thing too, because the two of us ended up needing inhalers and allergy medicine just from sitting in the audience.  It was however, an awesome show!  Probably the best I have seen.  It was so nice to just spend that time with Layla alone as well.  We never get that.  Plus, she is my easiest!!!  My cuddle bug love hog.  We had a blast!  Hannah's field trip was at an Audobonne Society in Bristol.  The weather did not cooperate and it poured.  Buckets.  Yet, it didn't stop us from exploring the wetlands outside.  Out we were, with rain pouring down, checking out salamanders, birds, nests, frogs, ponds, gunk... and everything nature like.  By the time we got back to the school we were all drowned rats!  It was fun and I was so glad that I was able to experience these trips with my girls! 

Other than that I am full speed ahead the finishing touches of the Father Daughter Dance.  We have over 100 responses which is pleasing.  After this weekend I will then finish up the last minute details and I cant wait for that day to arrive! 

Now on to the weekend filled with errands, house cleaning, birthday parties, block parties and preparing for my baby girl's First Communion!  God Bless!




















Monday, April 23, 2012

Bailey Anne..

It's official!  I am an Auntie of 6!  My 5th Niece was born early Sunday morning (2:30am) weighing in at 8lbs 4oz.  Mama and baby are doing very well!  She is a DOLL!  I might be a little obsessed with her.  Just a tad.  I can't help it.  Something about a baby makes me all gushy inside!  I love babies!!!  LOL  We had a great weekend waiting on her to come.  Arielle and Addy came over Thursday night and played with the girls.  The rest of the family also ended up coming by and we threw dinner on the grill and just enjoyed each other's company.  Auntie Paula, Mom Murphy, Leanne and I took a walk up the street to try and help get Leanne's water to break.  Wine in hand we took our stroll and I swear that I felt like I was on vacation.  My love affair with my road is apparent.  Just the girls, walking on and talking and all surrounded by the fact that the Lord was about to grant us another miracle and that baby would soon appear.  The flowers, the Lilac smell in the air, the farmland and rolling hills... it was the perfect Spring evening.  The girls stayed the night and then I took them all to Grammy's in the morning while I went to work with Cam.  Leanne went in around noon time and although it was a long day for her, the princess finally arrived!  Congrats Dan and Leanne!!!

I'm completely bummed that the school vacation week is over and we are back to our hectic schedules this rainy Monday morning.  I loved having the girls home and having our mornings be laid back and not rushed.  I am so looking forward to the summer!  It stinks to have to work, but at least I will be able to soak them up more and have our days be laid back!  Cheers to a great week!



The girls waiting on the 5th Princess to arrive!


The Murphy side.. waiting on the 6th




and here she is!  Auntie Leanne looking great after 12 hours of waiting!


LOVE HER!


Cam was very intrigued by her! 


I might steal her! 


Cam and I being silly! 


Thursday, April 19, 2012

Childhood Dreams

So I can finally officially come out and say that YES we have moved back to Smithfield and are in the home I grew up in. I know I have posted a bit about this previously, but I now have the permission of Hannah's principal that she may stay at her school through the end of the year so I'd pretty much like to scream to the world how happy I am that we are in this house! I love everything about this house. I love the memories I have as a child and I love hearing my children making those same memories. The lot is just beautiful and embodies everything it means to live in the country right down to our little groundhog living under the shed. The street is breathtaking with it's wildlife, nature and beauty. This time of year has always been my favorite with the trees budding and the birds chirping. I can't wait to enjoy the summer here on Williams Road. There is nothing that feels more home to me...

The five of us took a walk up the street the other night.  I grabbed my camera and took some pictures of the kids near my favorite farmhouse...